It's May 2012....

Assalammualaikum all...

Hello semua... Moshi-moshi haneyong haseyo~~!! (ngam kai tu??) antam sejala... Wow.. lama gila nda update blog ni... Lama menghilang sbb kemalasan mau berblog + kekeringan idea.. hehe

Punya cpt tahun ni kan, sedar nda sedar bln 5 suda... means dlm lbh kurang 4-5 bulan, i will become someone's wifey.. oh ya.. lama nda update kan, i already get engaged with Enche Tunang last 24.2.2012 hari tu... My majlis simple2 jer sbb last minute baru tau tarikh.... Susa mau set tarikh sbb desakan masa both families n his parents keja even weekend pun at work.. so menyempat la hari tu buat majlis tunang kecil-kecilan, klu ikut me, hahah nda payah tunang pun nda apa... kawen ja trus.. kui3x...

Urmm sbb last minute pnya majlis so i dont hire official photographer 4 dat day, suru my lil sis ja ambek gambar so kejadiannya bole2 la.. ahhaha lgpun free... (pelukinya la ba kan) oh ya.. nnti la i uplod gambar k.. kemalasan masi ada... urmm.. apa2 pun.. saja ja update sbb lama nda update kan...

Doakan 4 me, agar urusan dipermudahkan dan thesis i pun siap tahun ni.... baru mau edar Questionaire n masuk Bab 3... ditambah dgn nda pandai guna SPPS... geez.. sabar ja la... rela lagi layan KDrama sampai 3 pagi.. hahaha...

okla... smpai di sini.. till then.. c ya all again.. ;)

It's Aprillll..... ;)

Salam n hi all...

Lama x whine di sini.. ehehe... ooohhh... it's been a Hectic 1st quarter year for me... AND i dont even start my Thesis yet which really scared me.. urmmmmm.....anywayz.......
i've got to start it.. oh.. lets talk bout relationship... like i've always wrote before, my Life is good but my love life always turpsy n dupsie... eheheh..

Regardless of things that happened to me n my family.. err.. idk if i should write this or not.. huhuhuh... urmm.. well.. my mom was admit to hospital coz dia kena infection.. urmm.... ;)


to be honest.. i'm quit stress with my works n studies now.. erghhh... saya rasa suma benda pun jadi susah kalau stress.. eheheh.. :( matsamana la inih.... saya macam mo cuti lama2.... biarla tu kerja2 saya di upis.. kotoh... (punyalaaa irresponsible) ehehehe nda bah.. me mo fokus buat thesis ba.. bos juga yg suruh further study pastu keja pun byk di upis... :( seem like excuses but i really hard to focus now.. kena pilih satu loh.. saya janji bos.. lepas saya abis study bagi ja apa2 keja saya buat sehabis baek.. eheheh.. ;)

okla... mcm byk suda me tulis ni... saya mo sambung buat ripot la.. pening tgk report byk kena cantas2..... iskk... :( anyway.... being an auditor, everyday i learn a new things.. ;) later all..

till we meet again.....

Cloudy...... ;)

Salam....

Hi All...
it's been a hectic new Year for me... 2011 Ong Bunny Year.. LOL... btw.. Hepi Bunny Year Kong hee Fat choi... apa2pun... saya memerlukan bantuan doa rakan2 seperjuangan sekalian agar urusan duniaku dipermudahkan... Rupa2nya bukan mudah untuk mendirikan masjid ni... :) But as long my families merestui n supporting me and my closest friends support me..... that's all i need now.. n for Those Toxic friends yg suka memburukkan org lain di belakang / new friends who barely knows me.... Get the hell out of my life heheheh..... i really mean it.... sapa juga kamurang oh mo cakap2 me di belakang... mcm ja kamurang kenal saya siapa... stop messing up me... me sounded like a selfish person but hell yeah.... i like to be friends wif anyone.... ikhlas lagi tapi end up kena kutuk2 di belakang..... Alhamdulillah... syukurlah tu nak... anda berjayalah memporak perandakan hidup saya selama 2 minggu.. :D but it's all the past... Past is the past... saya mendoakan agar kalian cepat2lah sedar...... as 4 me.. i'm not perfect.. nobody's perfect... i try to be perfect but i know nobody's perfect.... so i learnt a lot from my super duper silly mistakes..... and i try to amend them...... but jika sudah ditakdirkan jodoh n seru sudah sampai, macamana mo elakkan benda begitu pun tetap terjadi juga... Redha ja.. Mudah2an ada hikmah di setiap yg terjadi................... eh BTW.... forget bout those hurtful things...... it made me wanna puke and heartbroken everytime i think bout it... and WHY? i still got no answers so.... for me... Hadapi dengan tabah, redha dan mengharapkan Allah memberkati hidup ini....

apa2 pun... gwe gembira kerana Thesis nda payah Viva... hhuhuhuhu.. proposal pun lum syiap..... :( adeih............ lemah smangat gwe.. Caiyo2 inur! Ganbatte ne inur-chan.. you can do it... *wink*

i hate diz part right here....

Salam...

Ola all.. ada crita ni.. Semalam merupakan Disaster bagi saya.. kenapalah tiba2 ada makhluk asing mendarat di area Grup yang aku cipta untuk suka2 di FB telah menyebabkan komen2 global dan membina dalam grup aku tu menyebabkan ada org terasa hati.. HUH.. aku teda pun invite dia dalam grup suka suki aku tu.. aku punya pasal la mau kawan ma sapa.. inila susahnya kalau suma maw jadi admin... Huhu... kesimpulannya: Berkawan biar seribu,musuh jangan dicari tapi....... kalau pilih kawan tu beringatlah.. tidak semua kawan yang kita kenal tu betul2 kita kenal hati budi dia.. that's y saya nda suka rapat sama org sembarangan bikin masalah ja... hhuhuhuhhuh.. PALUI BANA PAN!

It's been awhile....

Salam.. Hi all

Lama suda tidak whine sini.... i really malas mo berblogging nowadays... but i think i'm gonna come back to here.. i've got so many things in my mind right now... i have this 1 guy really loves me, it's just it happen all of a sudden n i think i need time to think bout diz..... i like him too... BUT, he appeared not at the right time... errr.... honestly i like him a lot.. or maybe i could say that i started to falling for him but i'm unsure bout diz... :( i want him to be mine too but i'm afraid of losing him.... i even imagining ourselves get married.. it's such a beauty dreams of course.... and Niat yang baik...

Ya Allah............... hanya Engkau tempatku berserah....... Tunjukkanlah kepadaku Ya Allah.. bukakanlah pintu hatiku untuk menerima lamarannya.....

Place to whine my heart....

Salam and hello all....


Woahhh.. it's been a really really long time i didn't blog and babbling here... it's not that i dont have stories to share but the Time is just being jealous with me and us.... i know, most of my friends would also inquiry where is inur @ daia hidden all this while, just have my all the same circle life... wake up, go to work 8-5Pm sumtimes stay till 6PM, goin back home.. Fb-ing... LOL lots of stuff to do.. being busy with my studies also (errrrr bznya.. me rasa me super lazy diz sem)

BTW, i got a lot of things to do but i just wanna share that i feel so great lately but despite the greatness feeling, my love life still in dilemma.. LMAO.. oh jeez... idk why, my life is great but my love life is not.. Urmm.. soal hati kan... susa mo cakap... well.. if we're meant to be, finally we will end up together... the truth is... we've been a close friend almost 1 year right after i try to move on with my last failure relationship... eh... 1 of my friend said, y u never give up on ur studies but u lost hope in ur love life? its not that i lost hope, but it's traumatic.. huhuh.. the wound was deep and the scar is still there, but finally i move on after 2 years... i completely can forget him i mean... sometimes, the memories keep flashing back but it's not that hurt anymore... well.. i move on....


But now, i really have a hard time to confess my feeling to someone.. errr...... i dont have courage, i dont have braveness... i know i like him but idk if i love him.... but i think i've fallin far him.... slowly the closeness eat me up... the feelings grew constantly and i dont know how to tell him that i like him so much, doh inur.. pleasela... (drama again huh) idk what to categorize our relationship, he's not yet my bf aye, but we're really close, and he cannot be my bestfriend... urmm yes he is my special friend... :) it's complicated uh huh... i just keep prayin to Allah that someday he will open my heart for me and we can have our happy ending together... and start a new life together.... i think my heart is ready for new commitment, and to settle down... n i'm not young anymore as i will turn 27 next week.. eheh.. i hope i will have a great nice birthday next week.. i'm not expecting anything, dont wanna put too much hope as it will shattered but i'm hoping something miracle happen... :)

may Allah will always bless us n all Muslims in this world.. amin.................. i hope i gain happiness in this world and afterworld..... :) Life is not easy but but i try my best to live my life the fullest... :) and i do like you dear.... we hen xiang ni, wo zhende xihuan ni....

till then.. see you guys around soon......

Empire state of mind...

hello dearie...


it's been a long time not whining here... ;p kinda missing to blog but been really out of idea to wrote something....

hurmmm... i'm now in a lil bit of confusing time.. hopefully diz things will end soon... well, tho the truth hurts but it's better to know then not knowing... aite?
Only Allah knows what will happen to us, and what my future is...
but i really hate this situation, being in a cloudy time, n a lot of doubts....