Saturday, August 15, 2009

Ceritera Kuliah Bermula...

Sekian lama mem'bz'kan diri dengan rutin hidup yang 7 days a week p UMS,(bebaru ja pun) selepas cuti sem lebih kurang 2 bulan... Kuliah pun start balik...

i want to write something but i don't have any interesting updates to share here... it's just all the same routines that i have everyday.... Ooo ya.. i keep bragging about my result rite?? Finally, i already knew my result which is really turn me down.. HUH... i was upset about it.. frustrated cause my target was not achieve, which mean i don't want to expect high after this.. But.. my studies all i can rely on, my future will rely on my result even though i already have my own career but i still want a flying colours result to fulfill my own satisfaction.. ahah.. (angan2 tinggi ni tau)..

Hopefully this sem, tahap kerajinan saya melebihi tahap kemalasan saya, harap2 tidak ada gangguan makhluk2 asing yang menceroboh dunia saya yang aman damai ni...
HUH... i hate it... when i have to make a repetition about the same thing again and again... i don't want to be an intruder in others' relationship.. excuseeee mee... me myself, have my own commitment... selain daripada melayan kemahuan Kamu dan kamu dan Kamu..... Being a friend is enough not more than that OK... if ko single tiapa juga... Huh!!! ewww.. suda ada gf pun masi mo kacau orangka?? 'terima saya seadanya...' bullshit laaa.... ko pikir saya ni apa? anak patung teda perasaan?
Luckily i figure it out sooner, what if i already falling for him?? yaiii.. touchwood! saat mengetahui perkara itu juga saya terus delete number dia... hahaha.. Sux lelaki gitu tu.. mereka itu yang akan membuang masa saya dan mengganggu fikiran..... i don't want to be in that situation anymore.. enough is enough.... My heart is stiil bleeding from my past relationship.. i guess i just let the time heals me... Allah sentiasa menguji kita...

I truly believe in this....
"Kalau Tuhan cepat makbulkan hajatmu, bermakna Dia menyayangimu. Kalau Tuhan lambat makbulkan hajatmu, bermakna Dia mengujimu. Kalau Tuhan tidak makbulkan hajatmu, bermakna Dia ada perancangan yang lebih baik untukmu..."